How it began.
This was my father. He was obese his entire life. Growing up I learned to eat as he did. He would consume two to three plates of food, entire cartons of ice cream, entire pizzas, etc. I never knew at the time that was grooming me to eat the same way. Zero self control, zero thought to my health, zero consideration to the quantity or quality of what I ate. This began my struggle to not follow the same path.
I struggled for years
See the resemblance? I was not far behind my father. I fought it at times, losing some of the weight, but never truly changing for good. I tried all the diets, got gym memberships, bought treadmills, etc. So many of us have done the EXACT same shit. It took me going through a shitty divorce to begin to wake up. Years of being miserable and failing lit the fire inside of me. Not to continue the same old shit, but to really break the cycle. I fell down so many times, but I also learned each time. From my struggle, all the horrible times I felt like giving up, I bring to you how to make it through. The chance to end all the bullshit for good, and start a new life.
Are you sick of it yet?
I was a fucking prisoner to food, cigarettes, and all of the distractions I used to keep my mind off what really needed to happen. Nobody wants to go to those dark places and wrestle the demons. The thing you fear the most, is what you most need to attack. That is what being a man is, that is truly living, that is how you break through. Whatever you struggle with, we can get you through it. All I need is your 100% commitment, and willingness to follow through.
